Friday, March 13, 2009

for my friend

Today I write for a friend.

I write for a friend who, in dying, taught me much about living.

He was never one to pretend to be anyone but who he was.

Straight forward and honest, that is what he wanted and that is what he gave.

It should have come as no surprise that he dealt with his last 78 days in much the same way.

After he was diagnosed with stage four cancer he never asked, “Why? Why me?”
In fact he said, “Why not me? I’m no better than anyone.”

Instead of wallowing in misery my friend took the opportunity of dying to reflect on life.
From what he saw and what he learned he taught others.

In his own words:

Satan came into my life in such a way that I never saw it.
I never saw it.
I worked in a position where I worked my way up through the ranks and became a manager of people. During that time it started to consume more and more of my time. And it started to consume more of my time that should have been with my family and should have been with my church.
He (Satan) was in there. He was in there and I just never realized it.

One of the things that I realized when I found out about this was how much time I had lost to my family, to my friends for allowing Satan to come in and take over my life.
I would always be on the phone.
I would always take phone calls.
I took those calls and I dealt with those problems.
So my own family had problems.
They became second.
I lost that time.

I ask you to really look deep into your lives and see if perhaps he’s not doing that to you.


These are the things that I want to leave you with.
When I got the news about the cancer, you know, you can choose to look at this a hundred different ways.
The way I looked at is was that God gave me blessing, a blessing I can never repay.”

People say, “How in the world can you have a blessing when you have cancer and you’re going to die?”

I say, “Well because He gave the time with the people that I may not have got to say things to that I wanted to. He gave me the time to make amends to people that I had grudges towards that were petty. He gave me time to embrace my family and be with them.”

For me, I’ve had nothing but blessings throughout this whole thing, from the very start to the very end.”


And in the end, my friend, you have been God’s blessing to us all.
Thank you.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

seek, receive, follow

Luke 18 records several stories about Jesus and that Jesus told.
When these are put together it gives us a good picture of how we are to come to God.

Luke 18:9-22
To some who were confident of their own righteousness and looked down on everybody else, Jesus told this parable: "Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. The Pharisee stood up and prayed about himself: 'God, I thank you that I am not like other men—robbers, evildoers, adulterers—or even like this tax collector. I fast twice a week and give a tenth of all I get.'
"But the tax collector stood at a distance. He would not even look up to heaven, but beat his breast and said, 'God, have mercy on me, a sinner.'
"I tell you that this man, rather than the other, went home justified before God. For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted."
People were also bringing babies to Jesus to have him touch them. When the disciples saw this, they rebuked them. But Jesus called the children to him and said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it."

A certain ruler asked him, "Good teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?"
"Why do you call me good?" Jesus answered. "No one is good—except God alone. You know the commandments: 'Do not commit adultery, do not murder, do not steal, do not give false testimony, honor your father and mother.'"
"All these I have kept since I was a boy," he said.
When Jesus heard this, he said to him, "You still lack one thing. Sell everything you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me."

In this passage Christ gives three keys to responding to God.
In each key is a choice we must make.

1) Seek In Humility
2) Receive Freely
3) Follow

Seek in humility
Luke 17
11 As Jesus continued on toward Jerusalem, he reached the border between Galilee and Samaria. 12 As he entered a village there, ten lepers stood at a distance, 13 crying out, “Jesus, Master, have mercy on us!”
Matthew 15
21 Then Jesus left Galilee and went north to the region of Tyre and Sidon. 22 A Gentile[e] woman who lived there came to him, pleading, “Have mercy on me, O Lord, Son of David! For my daughter is possessed by a demon that torments her severely.”
23 But Jesus gave her no reply, not even a word. Then his disciples urged him to send her away. “Tell her to go away,” they said. “She is bothering us with all her begging.”
24 Then Jesus said to the woman, “I was sent only to help God’s lost sheep—the people of Israel.”
25 But she came and worshiped him, pleading again, “Lord, help me!”
Matthew 17
14 At the foot of the mountain, a large crowd was waiting for them. A man came and knelt before Jesus and said, 15 “Lord, have mercy on my son. He has seizures and suffers terribly.

Seeking God in humility often takes a moment of crisis or desperation for us to seek after God in this way.

About 9 years ago when my wife and I were newly married we lived in Kansas City. I worked with the Salvation Army in a program for inner city youth.
One summer we took these youth to North Carolina for about a 5 day back packing trip.
This was Appalachian Trail country. It rain quite a bit and was plenty hot and humid.
We carried everything with us.
We shared the load for our food and supplies.
Before we set out the kids were given a lesson in map and compass reading. Two youth each day were responsible for leading the group from point A to point B.
Our group was quite the mix. We had anywhere from strong athletic boys to small and almost frail girls.

Not too long into the trip we had our first point of crisis and desperation.
The youth who were leading us got lost and began hiking faster in an effort to figure out where they were going.
As a result they were leaving people behind.
The group began fighting and blaming each other.
We gathered everyone together to work things out.
While we were gathered together our littest and almost frail girl prayed a prayer that has stayed with me ever since.
She simply prayed, “Lord we need your help!”

How long do we struggle on our own?
How long do we go the wrong way and lead others the wrong way?
How long is our life or our family in confusion before we say:

Lord we need your help!

Jesus Christ Son of God have mercy on me.

The first key
Seek God in humility - Cry out to God

The second key Christ gives us in how to respond to God is receive freely
The kingdom of heaven is not something to be earned!

Try this, find a Child who is around the age of 4 or 5.
Give them some candy.

How did they respond?

Did they say, “Hey what is this?”
"Oh, I don’t deserve this."
"What do I have to do?"
"Is it going to make me sick?"

Most likely a big smile came to their face as they reached out in excitement for the candy.

Luke 18
People were also bringing babies to Jesus to have him touch them. When the disciples saw this, they rebuked them. But Jesus called the children to him and said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it."

God is your Creator.
He is your Father.
He loves you with immeasurable love.
He is not going to harm you.

Jeremiah 29:11 tells us that God wishes to prosper us and not harm us – this was in the same breath as telling the Israelites that they would be in captivity for another 75 years.
God has plans that we cannot see.

The things we go through, God goes through with us.
He is there in our triumphs and joys.
He is there in our pains and sorrows.

His presence is with us. He desires that we realize his presence and freely receive, like a child, all that he has for us - that he might walk through it with us.

The third key Christ gives us in how to respond to God is to follow.

Matthew 4:18-22 The Calling of the First Disciples
As Jesus was walking beside the Sea of Galilee, he saw two brothers, Simon called Peter and his brother Andrew. They were casting a net into the lake, for they were fishermen. "Come, follow me," Jesus said, "and I will make you fishers of men." At once they left their nets and followed him.
Going on from there, he saw two other brothers, James son of Zebedee and his brother John. They were in a boat with their father Zebedee, preparing their nets. Jesus called them, and immediately they left the boat and their father and followed him.

As in the previous two keys this one requires making a choice.
First you have to make the choice of, “Am I going to continue down this path on my own or am I going to cry out to God?”
Then you have to make to choice to freely receive all that God has for you.

In the parable of the rich ruler, the ruler would not make the choice to give up everything to follow Christ.

"All these I have kept since I was a boy," he said.
When Jesus heard this, he said to him, "You still lack one thing. Sell everything you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me."
When he heard this, he became very sad, because he was a man of great wealth. Jesus looked at him and said, "How hard it is for the rich to enter the kingdom of God! Indeed, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God." (Matthew 18:22-25)

You don’t have to be a rich ruler to allow the treasures of this world keep you from following Christ.
Anything from our desires to our loves to our hurts (anything we hold on to and treasure in this life) can keep us from following Christ.

It is your life’s purpose to seek after God.
As with the disciples, Christ is calling you out.
He is calling you from those things that tie your hands and busy your mind.
He is calling you for is purpose.
He is calling you.

As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient. All of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our sinful nature and following its desires and thoughts. Like the rest, we were by nature objects of wrath. But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved. And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus. For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do. (Ephesians 2:1-10)

You are God’s masterpiece – his workmanship.
Are you ready to do the things he has planned for you?

Are you ready to and willing to…

Seek In Humility?
Receive Freely?
Follow?

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

in awe of God

Worship

In Hebrew - shachah
To bow down
To bow down, prostrate oneself before God

In Greek - proskyneo
Kneeling or prostration in honor

Our everyday usage and understanding of worship does not often carry with it the biblical definition and concept of worship.

Worship service
Come worship with us
Praise and worship service
Place of worship

Misunderstanding and misrepresentation of worship leads to misunderstanding and misrepresentation of our relationship with God

In our thoughts about God we don’t often focus on reverence toward God. We tend to look toward God more as a partner in life than the sovereign God of all creation. Because of the close relationship we are afforded with God through Christ, we have forgotten how live in awe of God.

Abraham lived in awe of God
"Stay here with the donkey while I and the boy go over there. We will worship and then we will come back to you." (Genesis 22:5)
This was Abraham speaking to his servants as he went up the mountain with his son, Isaac. In obedience to God, Abraham went up the mountain to sacrifice Isaac.

So the women hurried away from the tomb, afraid yet filled with joy, and ran to tell his disciples. Suddenly Jesus met them. "Greetings," he said. They came to him, clasped his feet and worshiped him. (Matthew 28: 8-9)
Mary Magdalene and the other Mary were in awe as they lay prostrate and grabbed a hold of the feet of the resurrected Lord.

"It's who you are and the way you live that count before God. Your worship must engage your spirit in the pursuit of truth. That's the kind of people the Father is out looking for: those who are simply and honestly themselves before him in their worship. God is sheer being itself—Spirit. Those who worship him must do it out of their very being, their spirits, their true selves, in adoration." (John 4: 23-24 MSG)

Physical posture alone is not the key.
The key is the posture of the worshiper’s heart.

When we misunderstand and misrepresent worship as simply singing songs or going to church or just the action of bowing we misunderstand and misrepresent our relationship with God.

God desires the heart of His people to bow before him.
God desires that we move to a relationship of proper perspective and awe.

Jesus taught us how to have a relationship with proper perspective and awe when he taught his disciples how to pray.

Luke 11:2-4
He said to them, “When you pray, Say:
“’Father,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come.
Give us each day our daily bread.
Forgive us our sins,
For we also forgive everyone who sins against us.
And lead us not into temptation’”

Seek to be in awe of God.
Pray this prayer, but don't do it in the mechanical manner of someone who has said it time and time again.
Slow down.
Think and understand the words you are saying.
Then speak these truths about God to God.
Allow your heart to bow before your God.
Worship Him in spirit and truth.

Father – Creator of all things, the giver of life, maker of the mountains and oceans, designer of the stars, moons and galaxies, the giver of each day…

Hallowed be your name – holy, set apart, above all names, pure, mighty, powerful…

Your kingdom come – I welcome/invite/desire your kingship, authority, your lordship over my life/my family/my work/my relationships/my city – town - country…

Give us each day our daily bread – I receive what you have for me this day, you are my provider, you know my needs and desires, you are the good shepherd, lead me…

Forgive us our sins – my best is filthy rags Lord, I fall short, I need your mercy, I accept your forgiveness…

For we also forgive everyone who sins against us – help me Lord to extend your forgiveness to others, may I treat others the same way Christ treated me, lead me to consider others better than myself…

And lead us not into temptation – help me to hear your voice, I want to follow you, as I face trials each day I want to walk closer to you, develop in me the heart of a humble servant, help me maintain a heart of worship today


Worship is not meant to be a once a week activity. Worship is an every day – every moment of the day state of being.

That's the kind of people the Father is out looking for: those who are simply and honestly themselves before him in their worship... Those who worship him must do it out of their very being, their spirits, their true selves, in adoration." (John 4: 23-24 MSG)

Live in awe of your God.


I encourage you to pray through this more than once. Spend some time meditating on the words of Christ. There is a youtube link to the right titled "In awe of God". It's a song that might be helpful as you reflect on your relationship with the Father

Thursday, January 29, 2009

loved by your creator - our response

For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. (Romans 8:38-39 NIV)

What do we know of love?
To us it is often just a feeling
To us it is something to be wary of
To us it can equal hurt

These are not the true faces of love. They are of loved corrupted.

God is love… This is how God showed his love for us: God sent his only Son into the world so we might live through him. This is the kind of love we are talking about—not that we once upon a time loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as a sacrifice to clear away our sins and the damage they've done to our relationship with God. (1 John 4:8, 9 MSG)

You are loved by your Creator. This is love.
It is founded in action
It is sacrificial
It is pursuing

In light of God’s love for us what must our response be?

Our response to the love of God is Romans 12:1
Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God—this is your spiritual act of worship.

In response to God’s love we are to live our lives as living sacrifices – stripped of all and laid open for his glory.

Exodus 29 describes how sacrifices were to be made to God.
The altar was prepared and consecrated or set apart through the blood of a bull. Once the altar was set apart it was made holy and anything that touched it was holy.

God, through Christ, once and for all consecrated the altar and made it holy.

As living sacrifices we should place our whole self before God
every weakness –
every strength –
every day –
every plan –
every desire –
every love –
every passion –
every possession –
our whole life we should give

As we place our life on the altar we set it apart to be used by God.
We are made holy - we are living sacrifices.
We are a pleasing aroma – we are an offering made to the Lord.


To truly live life upon the altar of God is radical.
It means setting apart your life, your plans, your possession ETC… for his will and glory.

It means being set apart and consumed by God.

Not too long ago I was with my youngest son at a local donut place. We were sitting at the bar eating our donuts and looking out the window towards the parking lot. While we were there a car pulled into the parking lot and stopped at the front door. The passenger door opened and a young man got out. As his ride pulled away I noticed the young man, who was now walking in the front door, had Down Syndrome.
As he moved about the store my 4 year old, who apparently does listen sometimes, said, “Daddy stop staring.”
I said, “Oh, right buddy, thanks.” But something kept drawing my eyes back to the young man. I watched, as he walked toward the counter he grabbed a hold of the wooden cross that hung low from around his neck. He brought that simple cross to his lips and kissed it with tender love. He held that cross to his lips for several deliberate steps as he walked behind the counter.

This young man demonstrated a mindset of setting apart the things of life, such as work, for God's glory.

You can bet that young man knew his Jesus loved him.
You can bet he loved his Jesus.


Your creator loves you.
Jesus loves you.
Is your life set apart?
Are you living radically?
Are you a living sacrifice?

Or are you just doing enough?

Start with the "every" list above.
What have you set apart?
What does God want you to let go of and set apart for his glory?
What are you holding on to?

The top video bar has a song (with the words in subtitle) that I would suggest you listen to as part of seeking God.


This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. (John 4:9)

Monday, January 19, 2009

loved by your creator - a closer look

In the previous post - loved by your creator - I began with a self-description. This was my attempt at being open and honest with God. It described the "real" me.

Since that post I have received a couple of replies from individuals giving their own self-description. My intent was not to start a movement of introspection. However, it seems an appropriate challenge. If we are to truly understand the amazing love God has for us we must first realize how amazingly short we fall in impressing Him.

It is one thing to say we are all sinners and we all fall short of the glory of God. However, how do we fall short? How are we sinners?

When we look just at the broad stroke of things we miss the individual dots that make up that broad stroke.

Saying I am a sinner or fall short is like looking at the Mississippi and saying the water is muddy. That is a true fact, but when the water is looked at under a microscope we see a different picture. Broken down we see the silt, pesticides, and bacteria that the muddy water contains. By taking a closer look we see the things that can make us sick or kill us.

When you take a closer look at your life you are able to see how you fall short and in what ways you are a sinner. Looking closer at your own life creates a greater awe at being loved by your creator.

I challenge you to take a closer look at your life and make your own list. I would even challenge you to, in openness and humility, share this list with others. Who knows how God will use it, but it will be glorifying to Him when you confess your weaknesses and claim your need and acceptance of His awesome and unfailing love.


To the top right, under video bar, you will find a link to a song that speaks well to the awesome love of our God.

Friday, January 9, 2009

loved by your creator

Who Am I?
· My name is John
· I’m 33 yrs old
· I am married to Michelle
· I am a father of two boys
· I love to hike I love the mountains
· I’m addicted to coffee – it does not matter what time of day it is –It’s coffee time
· I would like to be able to eat spicy food –but only because I feel like a wimp when I don’t
· I worry about what others think
· I have a nearly paralyzing fear of failure
· I don’t much like heights
· I can be a big jerk to my wife
· I can be a big jerk to my kids
· I’ve never been entirely happy with the way I look
· I have an issue with pride
· I don’t read my Bible every day or sometimes every week
· When I smash my finger or get angry I don’t always say ouch
· Forgiving others is hard
· I don’t really want to have the same grace toward others as I expect God to have on me
· I don’t always say yes to God
· I’m selfish
· I argue with God
· I put things off


Hopefully you can see that I don’t have everything together. In fact some days it feels like everything is falling apart.
I am far from perfect.

Now that you know me a little bit better let me share something with you that occurred last year at a church conference.

We were in a time of worship and they began playing a song that was an old chorus when I was young.

Lord, You are more precious than silver
Lord, You are more costly than gold
Lord, You are more beautiful than diamonds
And nothing I desire compares with you

I think this song was already special to me because when I was in my early 20’s and had decided to quit ignoring God this is the song that came back to me and I would sing it while I worked.

God made this song special in a new way.

As we were standing there singing God said to me you are...
YOU are more precious than silver
YOU are more costly than gold
YOU are more beautiful than diamonds

For an instant I argued with him --- no not me --- I know who I am --- not me!

God said no – I made you .... I made you precious, costly and beautiful

Then came the next line of the song
Nothing I desire compares with you

As that was my song to him 10+ years ago, that was his song to me.

However, it is not just God’s song to me. It is God’s song to all of us. Not because of anything we have done but because he made us precious, costly and beautiful.

He has made you in His image.

YOU are more precious than silver
YOU are more costly than gold
YOU are more beautiful than diamonds
Nothing He desires compares with you

I imagine some of you are looking at your life and saying not me.

You hear what someone told you years ago and you think “I’m not precious”.
You think of how you have been used by others and say “I’m not costly”
You look at your reflection and say “I’m not beautiful”

Do not allow these lies to steal away the love of God for you, his precious child.

You are loved.
You are loved by your creator.
You are loved by the God who made you in his image

How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! …1 John 3:1

Thursday, January 1, 2009

the slave's story (4 of 4)

The author of the following story is a friend of mine who wishes to remain anonymous. The story sums up well the messages about freedom

Galatians 5:1
1It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery. NIV
Christ has set us free to live a free life. MSG


Once upon a time there was a group of slaves. These slaves were born into slavery under a horrible slave master. All they had ever known was slavery. All their parents had ever known was slavery. One day there arose among them a rumor that the wealthiest and most influential man in the land had, at great cost to himself, purchased their freedom and given them an inheritance to live on. All they had to do was go to the gate of their slave master’s property and claim their card of freedom and inheritance under the wealthy land owner. The rumor was that the slave master knew they had been set free and couldn’t stop them if they chose to go claim their freedom.

Some dismissed this as a crazy fantasy – no wealthy person would take that much interest in one of them, much less pay the huge price to purchase freedom for all of them. Others treasured this as hope they had never imagined. This hope began to grow and flower in their hearts. Many of these, though hopeful, were terrified of the slave master and didn’t dare act on their hope. But a few ran with everything that was in them toward the gate to claim this most precious gift.

As the other slaves watched anxiously, these few approached the gate. At the gate, they saw them receive their new identification cards that marked them as free and inheritors of the wealthy land owner.

As the others saw this many more began to approach the gate to claim what they believed was now rightly theirs. They passed through the gate to freedom holding tightly to their cards and to their inheritance.

Now, on the other side of the gate stood the slave master and his paid workers. As the former slaves passed by, the slave master, a clever man, realized his opportunity. These slaves didn’t really know what freedom meant!

As they walked out his gates he began to lie to them. He whispered in their ears his version of the truth. “You don’t understand”, he told them. “Your freedom has been purchased, but you now have to prove that you are worthy of that freedom. After all, you are only a slave – and not a very good slave either. Only the best and most worthy can leave here. YOU don’t always do your best. YOU don’t act like a free person should act. YOU are not the productive member of society that you are required to be in order to leave here.”

One by one, the heads of the freed men dropped and their shoulders sagged under the burden of these statements, and one by one, the former slaves slowly turned and walked back thru the slave master’s gates – still clutching the papers that proclaimed them free.

The son of the wealthy landowner stood at the gate weeping.

He pleaded with those who passed by – “Your debt is paid. There is nothing left to be done.” But they sadly shook their heads, “I know who I am,” they each replied as they continued on their path.

Year after year, the son of the wealthy landowner continued to stand at the gate – calling to those inside, “Come out! You are free! Your debt is paid!”

In time, some of the former slaves became excellent slaves, successful in all that they did. The slave master never gave them their leave, but it is doubtful that they would have taken it, even if he had – they had become very proud of their achievements and comfortable in their success at being slaves.

But also in time, the words of the son of the wealthy landowner began to pierce the hearts of those working for the slave master. More and more, former slaves began throwing down their tools and striding purposefully towards the gates. The slave master would try to stop them with his clever lies, but the former slaves, realizing that they would never earn their freedom, fixed their eyes on the son of the wealthy landowner and proclaimed, “HE says I’m free,” and with that, passed through the gates into freedom.